3/7/2010

hello...

yeah my report is out, and my cancer cell relapse up to 20%. and theres no more treatment for me. means, i am no longer alive.

I am veeeery scared. scare die... yeah , is there really a ghost? is Heaven and Hell really exist?

I already told almost all of my good friends, but seems they more sad then me eh?
esp Ting, i know he very care and appreciate this friendship. I still remember the crazy days we had together when study in SMTM. walking from sch to bus stop, share happy and sad, OMG.. :'(

although theres no more treatment i can do, but we will try some alternative way. maybe Chinese meditation? drink more burdock vege sup? .....

Yes la ofcoz im sad. if u noe u gonna die, will u happy?
everythings already happened. I also cant do anything.
what i can do is pray to God eeveryday, and ask He give me back my health so that i can take care and balas jasa baik whoever that really cares and love me.

maybe theres a miracle? ermm.. HOPE.

i kept seek for the forgiveness from my friends, so that i wont hutang anyone anymore.

eh, if u(pee) got read my blog, i really wanted to tell u that i really didn't ruin up u and yr so called 'friends' relationship. yes i dont want to ungkit hal lama, but i just want to make it clear. ok. settle. sorry ah for everything. kosong kosong.


I am very happy that everyone very care about me, and my net friend from mig33 mis mim and her twin is coming to visit me. friends and family all gave me alot of support. will not give up. and i dont want to die in young age.

blablabla... what am i typing.................................. blur................................
may tomoro bttr then today.

God bless.