05/07/2010 @12.09pm warm warm monday..

Monday...

day by day.....

i am still in the hospital... yesterday transfused 2 packet of red blood cells. In the evening my hands and leg got bintik bintik merah come out,,,so i guess is my platelets low again loh..

in the next day which is today justnw morning, doc say transfused me platelets due to toooooooo many bintik2 merah n my gum is bleeding while brush my teeth justnw.

God God God, pleaseeeeeeeee give me a MIRACLE....

Kinda not really sad, not really moody, not really happy but errrr just normal.

Trying to forget that im sick.

trying................(pretend)

day b4 yesterday am so happy leh. my net(mig33) friends visited me. OMG! i nvr tot that i will meet net friends andddd in hospital lagi.haha funny funny. I was like, errrrrrrr am i dreaming??lol!!!

then my college friend Aril and Kim also visited me. Aril is my first time meet him. hahaha he took pharmacy course de. we knw each othr through facebook. he is very handsome(abit short). hehe nowonder Ying Chinn lenglui paktor with him la. lengzai malay boy. he come last minute de leh. we chat on msn when he knw im in hospital ampang he directly say want come to visit me and bring Kim along.hahaha very miss kim. she helps me alot. that day just like 'ketawa dalam duka'. really, may God bless them always.

we chit chat alot, asking her about other roommates news. there are soooooooooo sooooo many things happened among them... in one day many things can happened. scary movie...huhu

Currently im drinking one kind of veges sup which called ' burdock sup or niu bang' which have burdock root, white carrot, white carrot leaves, carrot and 2 slices of dried black mushroom which alot of ppl who got the last stage of cancer drink it and got remission. i drink it b4 but at that time i did not add in the mushroom bcos at that time im having my chemotherapy. seems now no more therapy for me, so, yeah, try my luck. hopefully it can helps me.

wow! my mum goin to buy 1 new hp for me. touchberry. i know she love me and trying to fulfilled all of my wishes. ;'( she work so hard for me. everyday rushing to hospital and bck home to cook for me. I am very happy that i got such a loving mother. everyday pray to God besides give me back my health and always look after my parents and everyone that very care about me.

I feel very touch when know ah ting de wishes on his birthday is want me get well. very happy and lucky have such a good friend that nvr forget friends who in pain. some ppl only say, i will pray for u, but in fact, he/she did nothing. but anyway, i understand. that is the way to show his/her concern at me. :)

every morning once open eyes, will say thank you God for still give me a chance to wake up.

so, maybe tomoro will discharge loh... hope ming tian hui gen hao ~! jia you !!!!!

God bless.

Amituofuo.