blues day...

Again...

I was admitted to hospital again due to my FBC low...

Doc said that maybe is bcos my bone marrow dry, or ..... hmmmm

what ever happend, just hope tomoro which is on the 29.06.2010/ Tuesday will make a bone marrow test... HOPEFULLY, the result is ok. Ami TuoFuo!

i admitted to ward 8B.. I don't knw since when this ward opened, but what can i see is theres alot of patient with diff type of cancer.. but most of them is blood disease and some of them is transplant de...

Got 1 big jiejie beside me, she is 30, and she got skin cancer. I nvr heard skin cancer b4, so that is ^^kinda new for me. her skin got some raches, but then, she is a very happy go lucky type. and, seriously, she's cute!!

the aunty infront of me if not mistaken she got talesimia. she look old, but aha... she is only 44 my mum called her MAK CIK. omg..ahaha..

Kinda blur and don't know how to describe how i feel now. family and friends were worried about me. They gave me support but sometimes their support become my very heavy STRESS. God, i really really feel heavy on my shoulder. what i can do is just pray to Ru Rai Fuo Zu and Guan Yim. Hopefully everything gonna be ok.

Gues wht, Hui San also admitted to hospital. really me and her got YUAN FAN (jodoh). last year we chemo together, transplant together, and now, yeah..aha...
she no guai. she curi makan roti canai. haih.. this young lady dunno how to say. she just dont feel contented what she have. lazy to wear mask and eat whatever she like. hmm really not fair for me. really all this already TAKDIR.

I also lazy to kpoh about her, what i know is HOPE FOR THE GOOD. may God bless me, and everyone.

Promise to myself will take a good diet and rest time after this. Amituofuo.