A very good morning...
Yesterday I was so tired.. my mummy felt sick.. She almost unconscious on the roadside yesterday. I was so shock when one of my friend that goin back to hospital for check up send my mummy bck to home. i was taking care of her one day. and me myself condition also not so well but i'm trying my best to take care of her.
Set the alarm 4pm,10pm and 4am to make sure she take medicine. Hope God will always guide me. I what so ever also don't want. I just want have a good health and my family all were safe and healthy. Thats all.
My last checking at hospital, my blood count were ok. platelete although still low but it seems increase abit. And i'm happy with it. it shows the Miki Prunes that i take really works.
I am very emo for these few days. Because one of my friend pas away. I understand why she pas away. Is bcos she decide to give up and stop chemotherapy due to her age already 60yrs old.her body not strong enough. I was sad. I am work so hard to ask her go for the chemotherapy last year. Because, for me, if she go for chemotherapy, atleast there are still a hope there. If she don't, this will happened. Die. I can understand why she choose to stop chemotherapy, is bcos she goes for three cycle chemotherapy before but she is so suffered and dangerous. my mum safe her life for three times. Because her child all doesn't know how to take care a old lady bcos they come from a rich background. She is a kind hearted lady. But she is a very emo lady. complain this complain that about the hospital and must eat those high class foods. lol. Alot of the patients and staff nurse don't like her. But hey, please try to understand. She is only a old aunty and she is rich always get what she wanted. Suddenly get cancer. we should understand her feelings. But, she is not here anymore. hope she R.I.P. This is what we said, no matter how rich are you, you can't buy your health with money.
Last week i read news paper. Saw that so many successful teenage in their SPM. I felt happy for them. But theres few of them unlucky. got 9A, 8A, but already pas away because accident, cancer, and some of them is OKU. I just realize that, God is always very fair. theres no one is one hundred percent perfect. clever, but OKU. clever, but pas away. To those is a genius,rich and success please always be thankful that u r so lucky. Because we don't know what will happened tomoro.
Remember when i took my result before. Go take when lunch time. that time i still work as a general clerk in a small office. shocked with my result. not so excellent but, still ok. My target Bahasa Melayu n Science get A'1. Unfortunately my target English, Application Computer in Business, Accounting, Moral and othr result not what i expected. I got B'3.EXCEPT my mathematics.hahahaha Ppl said chinese should be ok in math but i terbalik. good in BM but get 8 for my math.lol! really spoil my SPM cert math sub. result ok but cant continue study. because family background was poor. i work in a big company in miri for one yr. beside that, i work so hard to apply at spa.gov which working with the goverment. I know the salary was small but hey, plan and look for future.not now.And very hard for a chinese to apply for it. ya, our so call satu malaysia but most 80% is malay kena.
BUT, usaha tangga kejayaan.haha first, i got a lttr go for the immigration interview, hmmmm result is GAGAL due to I don't know goverment interview not like the private sector interview.askin about sejarah, this and that.haha after two month, I am lucky enough. I receive a lttr go for a interview Penolong Pegawai Kesihatan Alam Persekitaran. This time I am very ready for it. I pas the exam and the interview. They ask me to act as a penceramah kaki tanagn dan mulut.OMG!!!! so soo sooo malu but, yeah I want it.so i do it. although when acting, my body were shaking.grrr grrr...haha after 6week, yeay! i made it! but with the condition i have to further study for three yrs b4 work but all sponsored by the jabatan kesihatan malaysia. amazing!!! My dream want to further study came true n its free and wow!! i got the allowance every month. And I'm the only chinese and the only female wakil miri. Proud enough uh?hehe but,................................... yeah........ the happiness not last forever. I only study for one week n stay in cheras one month. but i'm happy.i'm happy to meet alot of new friends. If God give me a chance, ofcoz i will continue my study.but if compare to health and study, i choose my health ofcoz.hehe
If i'm always the lucky one, i pray and hope that I will be lucky for one more time to recover from leukemia a.s.a.p.
I'm tired.... till then... chiao!!!!
Set the alarm 4pm,10pm and 4am to make sure she take medicine. Hope God will always guide me. I what so ever also don't want. I just want have a good health and my family all were safe and healthy. Thats all.
My last checking at hospital, my blood count were ok. platelete although still low but it seems increase abit. And i'm happy with it. it shows the Miki Prunes that i take really works.
I am very emo for these few days. Because one of my friend pas away. I understand why she pas away. Is bcos she decide to give up and stop chemotherapy due to her age already 60yrs old.her body not strong enough. I was sad. I am work so hard to ask her go for the chemotherapy last year. Because, for me, if she go for chemotherapy, atleast there are still a hope there. If she don't, this will happened. Die. I can understand why she choose to stop chemotherapy, is bcos she goes for three cycle chemotherapy before but she is so suffered and dangerous. my mum safe her life for three times. Because her child all doesn't know how to take care a old lady bcos they come from a rich background. She is a kind hearted lady. But she is a very emo lady. complain this complain that about the hospital and must eat those high class foods. lol. Alot of the patients and staff nurse don't like her. But hey, please try to understand. She is only a old aunty and she is rich always get what she wanted. Suddenly get cancer. we should understand her feelings. But, she is not here anymore. hope she R.I.P. This is what we said, no matter how rich are you, you can't buy your health with money.
Last week i read news paper. Saw that so many successful teenage in their SPM. I felt happy for them. But theres few of them unlucky. got 9A, 8A, but already pas away because accident, cancer, and some of them is OKU. I just realize that, God is always very fair. theres no one is one hundred percent perfect. clever, but OKU. clever, but pas away. To those is a genius,rich and success please always be thankful that u r so lucky. Because we don't know what will happened tomoro.
Remember when i took my result before. Go take when lunch time. that time i still work as a general clerk in a small office. shocked with my result. not so excellent but, still ok. My target Bahasa Melayu n Science get A'1. Unfortunately my target English, Application Computer in Business, Accounting, Moral and othr result not what i expected. I got B'3.EXCEPT my mathematics.hahahaha Ppl said chinese should be ok in math but i terbalik. good in BM but get 8 for my math.lol! really spoil my SPM cert math sub. result ok but cant continue study. because family background was poor. i work in a big company in miri for one yr. beside that, i work so hard to apply at spa.gov which working with the goverment. I know the salary was small but hey, plan and look for future.not now.And very hard for a chinese to apply for it. ya, our so call satu malaysia but most 80% is malay kena.
BUT, usaha tangga kejayaan.haha first, i got a lttr go for the immigration interview, hmmmm result is GAGAL due to I don't know goverment interview not like the private sector interview.askin about sejarah, this and that.haha after two month, I am lucky enough. I receive a lttr go for a interview Penolong Pegawai Kesihatan Alam Persekitaran. This time I am very ready for it. I pas the exam and the interview. They ask me to act as a penceramah kaki tanagn dan mulut.OMG!!!! so soo sooo malu but, yeah I want it.so i do it. although when acting, my body were shaking.grrr grrr...haha after 6week, yeay! i made it! but with the condition i have to further study for three yrs b4 work but all sponsored by the jabatan kesihatan malaysia. amazing!!! My dream want to further study came true n its free and wow!! i got the allowance every month. And I'm the only chinese and the only female wakil miri. Proud enough uh?hehe but,................................... yeah........ the happiness not last forever. I only study for one week n stay in cheras one month. but i'm happy.i'm happy to meet alot of new friends. If God give me a chance, ofcoz i will continue my study.but if compare to health and study, i choose my health ofcoz.hehe
If i'm always the lucky one, i pray and hope that I will be lucky for one more time to recover from leukemia a.s.a.p.
I'm tired.... till then... chiao!!!!
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